Alienated

My state of mind

A waste of time

Including mine

Walking the line

It’s hard to find

a space

that feels safe.

Someone to catch me

when I fall

to want me

warts and all.

To match me

My head’s

feeling dead,

my body numb.

I’ve alienated everyone,

I want to shout out

I tried my best

and I detest

what I’ve become,

‘Detached’ me

I want to disappear

With no one near

to catch the pain,

or blame me again,

for the fallout.

The family re-arranged

Estranged from each other,

no longer sisters and brothers.

It hurts so deep inside.

Sorry everyone,

I can’t go on.

I’ve hurt you all,

but loved you more

than you could know

Time to go

But I can’t afflict you that way

It’s a reason to stay

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